4 years of marriage

Tomorrow will mark our 4th year of marriage. I've known him since middle school!! We were always on and off, because we had no ride to see each other and he wasn't a phone person at all...(unless he just didn't want to talk to me) Up until we were old enough to drive (17) we were official!! It was one of the best feelings I've had! We went through a lot of crap, but were strong enough to hold onto each other through thick and thin.


I posted up a before&after picture, but I didn't really know how to work this thing. Anyway, so I just wanted to post a picture of us right after we got married with NO kids..and now look at us with kids! . We've grown so much. From young to older and responsible adults. Well, at least one of us did. Time sure does fly when your hands are full. Now, look at us, we have our own family. Life is like a blink of an eye! Til this day, I still can't believe we got this far in life. I wonder what's next in line for us? Hopefully, 10 years from now, Talan&Landon don't have 5 other brothers/sisters!

I feel so bad, I've been so mean and such a bitch lately to Talan. He just makes me so freaking mad! I honestly think because I'm home all day, the kids crying and nagging, having to pick up after them, cooking, cleaning, && trying to get other things done, just pisses me off!!! I can't stand it! I mean, I don't mind if one of them were napping, I can deal with that, but geez their both bad ass hell! I just want to slap their cute little puppy faces!!! I know, that's mean of me to say, but shoot oh well. Only I can say that! hhehe haw...At least I don't abandon my kids! Now, as a MOTHER, you just don't do that!!! *shame shame shame* A child will always need a mother's love and comfort. I know I think about myself a lot, but shit, I know I will NEVER leave my kids for some dumbass reason! I don't want that kind of reputation. Like I told Vi, if I ever, EVER, leave him, I'll be sure NOT to come back! Don't leave and then go back, you're just making yourself look bad. So instead, I go shopping! heheh...